i am growing up
I have 2 college visits over spring break- one at NYU and one at Columbia. I am very excited. Also in that vein, I have to complete 2 personal essays about myself for applications for assorted collegiate activities. This is surprisingly hard to do! I don't want to sound like a jerk.
This is the class I am trying to take at Columbia this summer: http://www.ce.columbia.edu/hs/courses.cfm?PID=4&Content=diety_darwin . It looks really really cool. The one down side to my acceptance is that I would only be home for about 4 weeks this summer, and not all at once. This wasn't going to be the end of the world, originally because the trade-off with my parents was I could visit Avery and Maddy at college whenever I want. Now Andrew and I are dating, and if I am away that long it would really really bum me out. I guess there are 2 sides to everything.

Ugh there is so much stuff on the horizon, I need to learn how to say no because I say yes to everything and I have so much stuff that I've committed to now in the next couple of months there will not be much time to relax. I also need to step up to the plate. I have what I need to get what I want, now I need to step up and take it! Cue my fears about my inadequacies, because I need to always have something to complain about.

But really you guys sorry this is kind of an anxious post, I am in love and I am so happy. Also, Holy Week is chugging along well, the Triduum is gonna rule.